A Summer-y and a New Beginning

I’ve been absent for a while now, on my many summer adventures. I could have written several blog posts about each adventure. but somehow blogging has taken a much lower priority in my life recently.

And I’m good with that.

I also haven’t really been pulling out my camera as much recently. I stopped trying to document every day with at least one photo, partially because each day was beginning to look the same, but also because I shifted my focus onto something else.

I’m good with that too.

Today I have a dual purpose in writing a post. The first is to share with you, in short form, some of the adventures of the summer (in other words a summary of my summer).

Part I: A Summer-y

  • June was consumed with single parenting as Nathan left to work at a summer theatre in Okoboji, IA.  The end of the school year adventures, as well as a dance recital took up a lot of time.

 

  • Sarah and I eventually flew out to join Nathan, despite a lack of enthusiasm on my part. (That’s a long story that I’m not going into at the moment)
  • The rest of the summer at Okoboji was complicated, with a few wonderful highlights

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  • I left before the final week of the summer theatre to have a few (much needed) adventures of my own. I visited my dear friend Amanda and attended some of the Minneapolis Fringe Festival before heading off to Lexington, KY for the American Alliance for Theatre and Education conference as well as an opportunity to spend time with fellow bloggers Kathy and Tori, as well as Kathy’s lovely partner Sara and Tori’s son Thomas. (For more about those adventures including pictures and crashing trees, click on the above link to Kathy’s blog).
  • The conference itself was full of complex emotions for me, as well as inspiration. I can’t seem to put all of this in words, but I left with new ideas about what I want to do with my life. Which leads to me to the second part of my post:

Part 2: A New Beginning

Have you ever noticed how sometimes things need to end in order for something new to begin? I’ve noticed for a while now that I have lost enthusiasm for blogging. Some of it was summer slacking, but some comes from the feeling that I am simply regurgitating material over and over again while achieving nothing. Although my readership has grown little by little, I no longer have a sense of purpose when it comes to this blog. In many ways, the blog has been a lifesaver for me, helping me get through some very difficult years. But it doesn’t seem to be working that way at the moment.

Although I am more settled now than for the past few years (I can’t tell you what a relief it was to come home from the summer theatre and not have to pack up and move again) life is still unknown for me. I am still reinventing myself; trying to create a career that I cannot define, trying to write something worth publishing, trying to live a fulfilling and creative life, trying to support my family while still being myself, and trying to find the balance between myself as individual and myself as wife and mother. This journey is the one I’ve been writing about but at the same time I have held back in some ways–out of insecurity, fear, respect, and other emotions.

I need a new beginning in many ways. And, my friends, for now that may mean I stop posting for a while. I am no longer sure what role blogging can and will play in my life. I need to make some plans, and stick to them, without the distraction of the blog. Because face it, blogs can be a distraction, as you pour your heart and words into reading, writing, and responding and time simply disappears.

So, for now, I believe I am on a short hiatus from regular posting. I will still read and comment, and I am always available for a chat or by e-mail. I may even post occasionally. But, I really believe that in order for me to begin again I need to pause for a moment in order to understand my path more clearly.

I leave you today with this image stolen borrowed from a friend’s posting on Facebook, as it sums up some of my current thinking:

13 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Kathryn McCullough
    Aug 19, 2012 @ 12:07:15

    Oh, I LOVE your Summary of Summer–too cute! And I completely understand your need for a blogging break. I sometimes feel that way myself. Thanks for linking to my post about your Lexington visit. We LOVED having you, and I will miss your posts. But, goodness, I’m bound to love the benefit that break brings to you. Hugs and happy hiatus, my friend!
    Love,
    Kathy

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  2. nathan010
    Aug 19, 2012 @ 12:23:19

    From How’s Your News:
    “You Can’t have anything if your Don’t have anything”–Ronnie Simonson

    Reply

  3. Stuart Nager
    Aug 19, 2012 @ 12:56:56

    I hear you re: blogging. I haven’t blogged anything in over a month…and my life has not ended, nor has anyone seemed to miss either of my blogs. I’m contemplating when/if I’ll pick it back up as well. My main goal is trying to find a paying job right now.

    If nothing pans out, then it’s time for me create myself anew.

    Good luck.

    Reply

    • Lisa Wields Words
      Aug 19, 2012 @ 13:25:51

      Stuart, I would have missed your blogs if I had been around, but I was out of the loop for a while. i wish you all the luck in the world on your job search. I am also back and available for plotting and brainstorming.

      Reply

  4. lisaspiral
    Aug 19, 2012 @ 13:18:46

    Congratulations on recognizing what you need to do to nurture yourself and committing to doing it. I will miss the blogs but I hope you’ll drop in to keep us “in the loop” when your new beginnings start to take form.

    Reply

  5. Victoria-writes
    Aug 20, 2012 @ 04:42:31

    Good luck Lisa!

    Reply

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